Wednesday, January 28, 2015

I can honestly say, I can relate. I sometimes have trouble controlling my anger with some people. It's never in a physical way, I just get frustrated quite easily. Also where they mentioned sisters getting into little disputes about putting the brush away, my sister Lindsi and I used to do that about every morning for school. We both just got so frustrated with each other, we fought over who should put it away. It was ridiculous. I've learned to calm down with situations like that, because I don't belive it's worth fighting over. 
         I know my anxiety has a lot to do with my anger. A lot of times I take a situation that may be a 2 or 3 and make it seem like a 6 or 7. It's never intentional, I just can't handle my anger well at times.
Ive learned, with certain situations, to maybe step away for a moment to give myself a little room to calm myself down, and focus on what's important at the time.

Monday, January 26, 2015

My weekend

This weekend couldn't have lasted any longer. Friday, I got out of school, went home, and went to work. I worked until 12:30, and when I got home all I had the energy to do was shower and crawl into bed. Saturday day morning consisted of rolling out of bed, and back into my work uniform. I worked from 9:00 a.m. To 5:00 p.m. After I got off, I took another shower, and then shoveled my driveway. After about 7:30 I curled up in my bed and watched a movie, and tried to warm back up.
        Sunday was the longest day of all. I woke up at about 9:30 just to, yet again, crawl into my work uniform. I walked up to Pizza Hut and worked a double shift. So from about 10:00 a.m, to 10:00 p.m. I busted butt with the lunch and dinner rushes. After a long day at work, I again, took a shower and crawled right back into my blankets. Falling asleep was no problem this weekend, I was just wore out. My weekend was long and miserable, but the money will be worth it in about a week or so.

Friday, January 16, 2015

Graduating high school is such a thrilling thought. To think that in a solid year, I'll be graduating, and saying goodbye to all my friends at school. It's scary to think it's all almost over, but yet so exciting to start a new. I grew up with these teachers, students, and hallways. I have one year, one year left with all of it, and then it's time to move on.
           After graduation I have undecided plans to join an organization similar to the peace core. To travel, and see things not many get to see, that is what I live for. I want to take my all, and go to a place I can comfortably call home. A place where I can become who I've always wanted to be, is all I've ever craved. Hopefully I'll be as ready to leave in year, as I am today.