The feeling of being alone, when you know people are there, I've experienced that feeling. Feeling as if you are no longer important to those who surround you. The worst part of my anxiety is when I begin to cry, but I try to hold back. Your chest begins to hurt, as if you were being stabbed, and I can no longer breathe; that is the worst.
What stood out the most to me is when she claimed to be pushing her friends and family away. Before I opened myself for help, I did the same. I Pushed all the people I loved away, because I would never let them get that close to where I could hurt them in any way shape or form.
Hearing this story really brings back some personal memories. Hearing the pain she was in almost bring me to a cringe. It helps me realize the importance of keeping my life on track, and helps me appreciate what I have today.
Wow that is great that you are open about your problem and how you overcame the things that we're bringing you down.
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